I accept this to be true. It's hard to believe this while going through something, but once I am through it I can usually make sense of why something happened. Until now. I just can't wrap my head around everything that has happened with Matt. All the emergency room trips (complete with a 911 ambulance ride from the doctors office...), x-rays, ultrasounds... that have been for absolutely no reason.... it's hard for me to be frustrated about this because I know that everyone is just looking out for his best interest, but if I am being honest... I am frustrated. I am ready to move forward, put the scares and drama behind us. We had to have an ultrasound today to make sure that there isn't water in his brain (???). The little dude has a big head. So does his brother. His mother. His father. His nieces, nephews, grandpas...... The ultrasound confirmed that his brain is normal. Big surprise. I suppose this has all happened for a reason and I suppose that one day I'll understand, but for now I don't and if another doctor sends us to the ER or refers us to another specialist...I might punch them in the face.
Thursday, August 9, 2012
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